Day 61 = Chaos

It seems the closer I get to my designated date of .... of what.... departure, action, what, I don't even know any more... the more chaotic things become...

I have to wonder, have I prematurely allowed myself to get fixated on moving back to NC? ANd has this only made things worse?

I have sent out a few resumes, and gotten a couple nibbles.. but nothing concrete... The closer it gets, the more I believe, my boss has no back bone,, And because of this, he will not go to bat for me working from NC, for the simple fact that he can't figure out how to approach it with his boss.

I am stressed to the max, and feeling completely under appreciated, and under valued. My boss keeps taking on projects we don't have the experience or technology to pull off. He frequently says how much he values my opinion, and my input, but he continues to make what I feel are poor decisions that will only lead to potentail disaster...

I am overwhelmed with work,, overwhelmed with life,,, overwhelmed by the prospect of trying to find a job in a different state in an economy where it's impossible to find a job...

I wouldn't mind being commited for a good 72-672 hours of solitude...