I can't wait....

I can't wait for this week to be over....

It has sucked the life out of me. I am totally overwhelmed. This project I am working on is all I can think about. It's huge for our business unit, huge for the company,,, which means it is weighing on my shoulders with the weight of the world.

I can't wait to feel like I know what I'm doing....

Does everyone have moments where they feel like they are fooling everyone around them? Even themselves? I don't feel like it's something I am doing intentionally, as in, Oh, I sure do have the wool pulled over their eyes, hahaha... It's more of a, what were we all thinking, putting me in this position?!!! Most of the time, I feel OK with what I'm doing,,, this week, the finger nails are scratching at the dirt as the rest of me is dangling off the cliff.

I can't wait for May 15th....

Why you ask? My furniture as well as a good portion of my worldly possessions will finally get delivered to my new apartment. The second POD will be delivered on the 22nd, and then I am sure I will be complaining about unpacking,,, But I will finally be settled... I have been in 'transition' since, ohhhhh let's see,,, August? That's when I first started talking to my boss about this job... Left everything behind in December... It will feel good to sleep in my own bed...

I can't wait for my first cup of coffee....

I'm sure the day will look better after I have been able to down a good 12 -24 ounces of caffeine laced goodness.... It will look even better tomorrow morning, and better yet the day after that!!