Under Construction ...

This applies to just about everything in my life right now...

That being said, I think that means I need to get back to this creative outlet. There was a time when it helped to jot down my thought for the day, whether big or little...

Thought for today... I need to revamp how I look at and approach 'work'... I have started a part time job, to fill some of my days as I figure out the bigger picture. This job is a small little retail job, we're not talking brain surgery, we're talking I scan things at a register and ask them if they have their "Explorer number"...

This tiny little job, has actually caused me stress!! Not because of the current job, but because of how the work life was in the past job (or jobs if we are being realistic)... I felt a surprising amount of anxiety at the mere thought of having to go in today... It was unbelievable!!

Of course once I got there, all was well,,, very nice people to work with, and very nice customers... Had a surprisingly good day. But what this did make perfectly clear is that I need to be careful and deliberate in my choice and pursuits in the next 'full time real job'...

Nothing is worth that amount stress and anxiety, absolutely nothing...